It's fine really i mean i usually break my own heart. I'll blame myself for the way that i feel, i honestly don't know why i feel this way like i usually know way better than this.I guess this was a way of building me up to let me down. My sincerest wish was to know you, i know i mentioned that before. For whatever reason you somehow made your way into my deepest thoughts and from time to time invaded my dreams. Exactly what was it that i was thinking and dreaming of? Well considering how i never knew the person you actually were if you think about it you are just a simple figment because i made you out to be this beautiful person without knowing the actual person you are. Not saying that you can't possibly be wonderful just simply saying that I myself will never know, you have your own reasons to why you've never let me in close enough to know you on a more personal level. I'll still always have that part of me that is dying to know and so willing to make time for the person you are, but I'm honestly asking myself why am i still trying.
Song:Chiodos-"beautiful blue eyes"
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