♥Quod me nutrit me destruit♥

25.4.10

maybe i'm yours, maybe you're mine...

I wish you would've just left me with that last impression of you. I wish we could have left it at that one night, that one beautiful night when you were the perfect gentleman who made me feel like the most special girl. You had me thinking you were exactly what i wanted you to be, the person i imagined you to be so many years ago and now you had finally became true.

I promise that night you were straight out of my fairytale. the perfect guy to compliment your perfect looks. I was absolutely taken by how our night went i couldn't have asked of a better way for it to play out. It was like here i am, I've looked for you for so long, i finally found you and you couldn't be any better of a man than what you were that night. Although you turned out to be the opposite of everything i described I'd rather let that night be the last time i had spoken to you. I'm going to disregard anything that was ever said after that and imagine that you in fact were everything i had always wanted you to be, and for that reason when i think of you I'll smile from the thought of knowing i got to experience meaning something to such a wonderful person rather than frown from realizing you were entirely a lie.


song:Ryan Leslie-"Guardian Angel"

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

wow
deep...

what about me? =]

amour

♥,☮,& IZZY