I've realized that I'm the "in the mean time" girl. you know the one that you can always call when you've argued with your significant other or when you're bored because I'll make you laugh. or the one that is always more than willing to lend an ear out to a friend. or the one that you flirt with all the time when your girlfriends not around. I'm the one that'll lay with you all night on the couch when you and your girlfriend just had the biggest blowout of the year. you know the one that you kind of keep around just in case you ever get over your ex because you know i like you enough to say okay why not lets give it a try. the one that is attractive enough that on those nights you're feeling a little horny and lonely my company will do just fine, although I'm not easy you do realize i like you that much that I'm okay with it. I'm the one you don't need to explain the certain situation to because I'm just fine with the fact that this doesn't make anything official or exclusive. you know that girl that's too comfortable and too understanding but yet so confused and unstable. you know me, with my addictive personality but I'll never play the clingy role because i understand that it's someone else you think of before you close your eyes at night. I'm the girl that you know is nicer, and prettier, and easier to talk to, and deal with than your current or ex girlfriend but still, i seem to lack something, there's something that's missing which holds you back from seeing a future with me and you in it together.
I'm the girl that all your friends seem to find a little weird because i don't act the way all the other girls do. I'm the girl you once said you liked because i was so different which was just code nice for a bit strange and hard to understand. I'm the girl that if you really think about it you're doing really wrong because you use me for your better feel forgetting that i do have a heart and never thinking that maybe you're leading me to think i have a chance with you although you know without a doubt i don't because I'm not exactly what u need but I'm what u want for a moment. it always seems to pass you by the fact that even if i hang with the guys and my best friend is a guy and i talk and walk with guys I'm still a girl, i do have feelings and i do deserve better. and yes its partly my fault because I'm the one who chose to be there for you, and care for you, whenever you needed a little help, still it doesn't justify you holding me up on such a breakable threat. yup i have feelings and i have a heart and i probably have a bigger heart than that girl, whats her name? oh you know, the one that always seems to find her way into your head, and doesn't let you sleep on those long nights, the one that ticks you off so easily over the littlest things without even trying, that than you go off on me because I'm the one that's there in front of you, not her. yup, that's right although I'm the one that's there and not her because she too busy with her new man which is the reason why your so angry, I'm some how still your "in the mean time girl".
I'll stick around and be your convenient excuse to fool around... yeah that's me just your average very convenient in the mean time girl.
song: Pink- stop falling
1 comment:
damn, i feel like that all the time izzo.
jess btw =]
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