REMEMBERING YOU

REMEMBERING YOU

as i sit, bored, sleepy, tired, hungry,
cold, annoyed, upset , and impatient, i can't help but think
about a happier time. a much happier time which involved
you.
a time when i felt as if nothing mattered,
when i had little to no worries.
i sit here and i remember the last time i sat with you
in the same place. the last time i saw your face,
the last time you made me feel like if maybe
just maybe, for that one moment
me and you could possibly be "WE".
for that ONE moment i might have loved you
and you loved me.
yes i remember your dark grey California sunset shirt
and i remember how my head fit perfectly
on the chest that wore it.
I'm not certain on the exact moment
but i know that for at least ONE moment,
i loved you.
maybe it was the moment when you kissed my forehead
and showed that my mind mattered more than my body.
or maybe, it was the moment you fell asleep
with your hand across my waist and i couldn't help but
stare at you because there was nothing else to compare.
those days might be long gone,
and i know now when we sit in the same place
things will be different.
and you'll no longer kiss my forehead
because now you think my ideas and points of views
are way too anal and over analyzed.
and you won't be falling asleep on me no more
because now we'll both be too busy
to have me stay over late enough to become sleepy
around each other.
the one thing that's not changing is
that ONE moment when i loved you.
yes i remember your dark grey California sunset shirt
and i remember how my head fit perfectly
on the chest that wore it.

-IZZY