almost convinced me you're gonna stick around...

but everybody knows almost doesn't count, so maybe I'll be here maybe I'll see you around, that's the way it goes, almost doesn't count...

i hate to say "i told you so", but dammit I TOLD YOU SO! if we had bet money on my heartbreak i swear i would've been rich. The part that kills me is that i saw this coming from miles away and i said it word for word the way it happened. I remember that night like it was yesterday, the night when you told me you had feeling for her still my advice to you was to not deal with someone new, that someone new being me, i explained how unfair it would be to me if she came back into your life because we both knew the outcome would be you and her back together, and me and you no more while I'm left with feelings i can't just shake off. Instead of taking my advice that night you insisted that i was wrong and worried about losing me reassuring me how you "really really" liked me "a lot". you even regretted being honest with me because you were afraid i would leave and just as quickly as i came into your life i would've been out of it. I still stuck around although i knew i was right i didn't want to have that "what if?" in the back of my mind so i stayed, i stayed and i let you in, and i trusted you, and i had faith in us. I believed that you were one of the most sincere and honest persons i had ever met, but oh how i was wrong. i remember when we disagreed because i said you didn't have to be in love with a person for them to hurt you, well guess what, I'm right again. it was inevitable that you would hurt me and make me feel this way. but at the end of the day you don't make me or break me because you're not the first or last person who I've cared for that has hurt me somehow but like the saying goes, this too shall pass...



song:Brandy-"almost doesn't count"