i really love your company...

hate it when you gotta leave another opportunity for me to say everything...

WHAT ARE WE DOING HERE? Sometimes i feel like I'm just for show, like maybe you don't really like me, you just like the idea of me. Do you feel pressured to be with me? it's like you asked me yesterday,"you gonna come spend this nice day with me, so i can show you off" =/ maybe you thought it was a compliment but I'm NOBODY's trophy. I know that everybody and i mean everybody keeps telling you that I'm the one and that you should be with me, but you shouldn't unless YOU want to.

Do I like you? Sure i do. i mean I've been spending most of my time with you. i hardly go out with my friends anymore because i have to make sure i get home before you do. my nights, you own them. after work you're the first person i call. and how about all those days and nights i stayed home because you asked me to wait for you and you never made it. those that count? i hate it when you accuse me because that just gives me reason to doubt what you're doing. but yet you still have everybody else on the side, and did you forget that i saw when you called her you're "world". i mean if she's you're world than where does that leave me? smh clearly you're no good for me, but I'm too deep in now to turn back.