strange how you stopped loving me...

how you stopped needing me, when she came along. strange you changed like night and day, just up and walked away, when she came along...

why do the words relax, calm down, and whatever boil my blood so much?

Although i hated being down south with a passion, i kind of miss my friends from there (what? Izzy had friends?yess i actually did). Not really miss them, but i feel bad that they probably think i just forgot about them, i mean like they already thought i was stuck up because i was from New York =/. i wish i hadn't lost that phone.

i took this pic when i was down there, its one of my favorites. i just love my hair this way

sometimes i think we should literally leave the past behind, if it's done it's done, if I'm gone...I'm gone.

i want to hit the pools this summer but one, i hate wearing bathing suits, and i would cry if i catch a tan =/.

i realize I've been looking super slim now a days. i HATE it!! I've never been big but i had a little body on me... this makes me sad a little.

i went to the library today all by myself. =]

I'm still so super duper in love with my Doc Martens and i can't seem to let them go although summer is here and i constantly poke fun at people wearing Uggs in 90 degree weather. I DARE someone to tell me something about wearing my docs outside i just DARE them!! lol

tomorrow is Thursday and I've made plans with way too many non mutual friends at the same time =/ i really should stop doing that.

I'm trying to keep this job seriously... but if there's a Dunkin' Donuts that lets their employees eat free, scream at me JU HEARD!! lml i just love doughnuts =)

=O i seriously just heard gun shots... smh now i hear police sirens. That's so sad, Nati made me promise her i wouldn't walk around here late nights by myself or hell, at all. but like i love Harlem though.

its kind of crazy but now its when me and mommy are actually getting along with each other, like i dead like going to visit her... maybe this is really what we needed all this time, just some time apart i guess.

random ass blog today, i know... well that's just some pieces of ME. tune in next time people =]

song: Kid Cudi- she came along