can you be my early summer dear??

This winter seems to be as endless as my nights...

It's so late and going off into my wonderland feels pointless tonight
why close my eyes and risk dreaming up my most perfect fantasy world that will only upset me once i wake and realize it was all JUST a dream.
Instead i rather stay up and think, and think, and think
until i run out of my many silly far away ideas of you,
the many plans i have for us, our millions of future dates we'll go on together,
my thoughts can possibly go on forever.
Just imagine all the memories we'll make and that I'll one day look back on,
reminiscing as i smile because it actually happened, rather than frown because it ended.
I'm hopeful that this relationship will blossom into something beautiful and unforgettable,
and that one day I too will be your inspiration for lyrics,
maybe for a song, or maybe for a poem
maybe for a treat, or maybe just a beat.
I wish for us the best and truly hope we last
I've heard this far too much, that beautiful things don't always stay that way.
But i don't mind, I'll take my chances and risk this heart if it means that we could be.
So with that being said,
just treat me kindly and be the best that you can be
make your time worth while and show me things I've never seen.
Dear future ex-boyfriend, can you be my early summer please?