now its much too late, and we can't go back...

i wish i was pretty...

i can't stand the pain, and i can't make it go away. the night goes on, as I'm fading away, I'm sick of this life, i just wanna scream "how could this happen to me" (untitled)

i try to hold on to a time when nothing mattered.

ugh i feel so sick somebody come take care of me plzzz lol

so i was planning on buying a new phone this week but uhhh that's not looking too good idk about that yet. oh yea and me going back home? not looking too good either i want to so badly go back but life in N.Y doesn't look so bright.

"cause we lost it all, nothing last forever, sorry i can't be perfect, now it's just too late, and we can't go back, I'm sorry i can't be perfect"

song: Simple plan-Perfect